What is it about him that I love so much?
Is it the warmth of his touch?
Is it his sweet, soft lips?
The way he's always there for me when I need him?
The feeling I get when he holds me?

Or is it the way he ignores me for other women?
Or how he comes home with lipstick smeared all over his shirt?
Or maybe it's how he leaves his wedding ring at home when he goes out.

I love him so much and never want to have to leave him.
But is he giving me a choice?
He loves me and doesn't want to see me hurt.
But he's the one causing all of the hurt.
I don't know what I am to do.
Give him 100 more chances, just to see him screw it up 101 times?
Or leave him now, and save myself from the pain that the future will without a doubt bring?

One would think that this would be an easy choice.
But I beg to differ, for it is not.